Why is it that I crave to be so different, yet I am too scared to just change? Am I too scared to change? Am I really that big of a wuss? I think about it all the time. I can't sleep because my mind races all night thinking about the things I want to change. I want to change my job. I want to volunteer more. I want to write a book. I want to read more. I want to spend more time with my family. What do I really want? I want a career. I want to make up my mind about something, anything at this point. It's hard for me to even not argue in my head about what I want for lunch. Am I going insane? Am I working too much? Who has time to decipher all of this? Maybe I should just get some ADD medicine and figure it out. Who knows though, I probably won't be able to decide which doctor I would like to consult. I'm a hot mess? Anyone out there to help me?
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